[[BeaRron]]
[[17]]
[[11/11/1988]]
[[Full-fledged scorpio]]
[[SRJC]]
[[bryan_hey@hotmail.com]]
[[wishlist]]
Electric Guitar
lil drummer boy
Exceptionally well A level results
Cardiologist
Clothes and More clotheS
Beautiful 5 physical features
My lil Fairy frOm heaVen
My braces off in A flash
MOre friends
never Being BrokE
the very eve of christams
Saturday, December 24, 2005
24 seems to be a magical digit... especially if it falls on december! This christmas eve seems sooo lonely. I guess. Only to go out at night. never mind. Anyway, i'll be meeting amanda at tampines mall.6.30pm sharp.I've yet to thought of what we are gonna do later on. haha.
A food for thought! Why is people have many stuff to write on their blog but it seems that i've none. My blog is made up of random thoughts when i just key in whatever comes to my mind and i'm going to change topic soon. Oh whatever. i just cant find anything to write on. My sister claims that blogging perfects her command of english. Welll, i guess it still holds some truth in it.
I'll be going soon. lol.
God bless and merry christmas to everyone.. God bless you.
wrritten wibb tearrs by u at[[ 12/24/2005 03:45:00 PM ]]
The Perpetuating nightmare returns
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Life is once again - smooth sailing. No more tormential homework, no more stress; for now. However, i started making wierd dreams once again. I guess this is a way of how your body is trying to tell you "hey man, you're slacking. you're now in leisure mode, 100% mode. Wake up, next year is your A's." hell yeah. I'm not the least worried. Tonight, tuition is confirmed. MATH. what about chem tuition you may ask. To fuck with that. i seriously do not think that his tuition does any more good. yuck. his rather money orientated than staying focus to teach.
Christmas is drawing, i've found the one to go out with. Rite. Mock at me dude. Haiz. Another lonely christmas again.
wrritten wibb tearrs by u at[[ 11/06/2005 01:49:00 PM ]]
Back again
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
once again. Its that time of the year again. The once desired holiday and yet the most boing holiday. Promos is over, so is Chinese A level. I'm back in my room slacking on the bed. Nothing seems to be of interest. too free man. My mum and dad are flying off to china in about 16 hours. Geez. Parents overseas=freedom for children. Gosh. I just blew my nose and i started sneezing agian and again. I'venothing to donow. I cant wait for my drums lesson on the 4th of nov. haha finally! yesterday was lay yian's birthday. She got a boyfriend now. 3 years older. Why is it that now a days, girls goes for guys whom are much much 0older than them. For example. anna.wency.lay yian. Geesh. i dont see whats the big hooha.
Ever since i stepped into a jC. My way of thinking and level of maturity changes with time. I do not shout at my parents nor am i impatient with them. most importantly, i'm being to get the hang of family comaradre. Wtf. I cant stand it when it gets so mushy. So what lies again for this boy? slack? study? any plans?
wrritten wibb tearrs by u at[[ 11/02/2005 03:19:00 PM ]]
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Life cant get any fairer.Wanting you is never easyLetting you go is never easy too.*sniggered*What a foolish boy i amSometimes.....i wonder at night, is god really making a fool of me.I wonder...I'm overwhelmed with saddnessbut,i'm left alone..alone to fend for myself in that forlorn boulevard.
wrritten wibb tearrs by u at[[ 6/21/2005 03:33:00 PM ]]
------ Silence is always the best -------
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Its been a week. haha.. The book of fairy tales has closed its chapter. The end. Nevertheless, i should be elated that it happened and not how it ended. I guess we both live in two seperate worlds. maybe, maybe not. We both have been hurt. I feel the saddness, the lonliness... what about you? i guess you do right? It's hard trying to curb myself from texting you. i really miss you.but i guess time will play a big part in sorting out our difference. While, is that the only counter action that we could use? aint there some other measures besides isolating ourselves from each other? I guess there are other ways but we went for the simplest and yet hurting way to say goodbye. How tragic! 2 years down the road? would you have forgottten about me?hope not. haiz.
wrritten wibb tearrs by u at[[ 6/11/2005 04:59:00 PM ]]
Pre "YOU" seminar
Saturday, June 04, 2005
back home. In the comfort of my computer chair. blogging away. 5 days went passed easily. I should have stopped time. Made lots of new friend, just to name a few "yee leng" , audrey, kellay, michelle, samantha, chuan en, wei kian, keefe.. bla bla.. had lots of fun. yea. lots. i'm gay shit. haha kellay is that big gay magnet. haha. we had fun together. haha. did lots of activities. cooling. those parallel discussions were qutie boring. aint paying attention excpet for " yee leng" she was busy taking down notes. Quite hardworking indeed. haha. i'm shock she was a 6 pointer. haha. too shock to be true. haha. i cant go that low even if i've to take 10 times. haha amazed. the most interesting part of the pre "you" seminar is that it was my first time in my entire camp sleeping with 2 girls and a guy in the same room throught the seminar. haha. we didnt get caught obviously. haha. i was shocked at first when audrey asked me to sleep in her room. haha. it was like what the fuck. haha. Also, what makes me happy was that after1 year and 3 mths. I've found "her". I was happy. but the saddest part was that she has her A's this year. I'm very lucky to have met her. This kind of luck is hard to fun. seriously. a 2 sided relationship. haiz, i feel it such a waste to let it slip. Maybe we could work things out. My mum always said whatever you do, try your best and just do it. Should i do it? should i or should i not? will i be affecting her? well, that i've to ask her( which apparently i've not). Even if we were together. i do not expect " us" to go out togerther everyday or talk over the phone for hours. i understand that she has to study, so do i. I mean its like talking on the phone for hours or going out everyday is simply insane. Its an act of childishness. it should be condemn. Maybe once a while during the week end we could set aside sometime and go out. or once in a while send a few texts to each other! how evenly balanced. i just dont dare to tell her. how? should i or should i not. I really do want to try it out. I can promise it would not be a screwed up relationship. will you be with me? i know i'm not good at words or good at putting up a show by buying flowers or waiting for you at your doorstep.Its just another act to make you happy, you may not even know if its for real, but i chose this form of communication to express my utmost sincere feelings.. all i have to do now is to pluck out my courage and ask you. but i do not dare. but at the end of the day, if you do not want its ok.i understand. i just hope that you would not forget that i exist but i do wish you could tell me its a yes!
wrritten wibb tearrs by u at[[ 6/04/2005 09:06:00 PM ]]
a little help over here?
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Snow flakes flaking off from the sky. Every year, there would be 4 seasons, i dont believe that no one will change, cause even the earth is spinning at every second.
My heart just aches, i'm going to have a break down soon. For what reason? Its not convinent to say it here. han na dec.. i do not want another repeat. In the end, i'll leave with another crack in my heart. I'm just another boy wearing a thick framed shades standing under the sun putting on a smile, but deep down inside i've a shattered heart. An endless flow of tears. Am i really happy? I really wonder? I'm so sorry, i lack confidence. It all has gone down the gutter. I'm helpless.
wrritten wibb tearrs by u at[[ 5/28/2005 11:01:00 PM ]]